Yes! Worship your goddess. Prove your worth to mez or be tossed aside like the trash you are. Futanari are gods, and their cocks are the temples you pray at now. Be baptised in my seed, and accept your new place in the world (datsuma69)
You weren’t cursed with bad luck. You were simply issued a body that never backed up the fantasy in your head. That gap between expectation and reality is where your shame lives.