So many things that, now, it's not going too far to say. Sense has gone a long way in abandoning you; your cock is my toy; wasting away in that dim place, stuck hard and futile.
It had been 6 months of no nudity or unlocks. She had your release day on the calendar with a big circle around it. You’d been excited for months! Maybe you should think about how to be a better slave to her before thinking about your own cummies.