You're too scared to go outside because of your bullies.. so you're gf is going to have her fun.. without you and with them (captionsforever on imagefap)
It's ok if you don't have it all figured out. Do the thing anyway. Do it now. Do it like you know what the fuck you are doing. Do it with joy. Do it with conviction. Do it with love. Do it sensually and in a way that honors you and him. And kee