The truth is brutal and simple. You were never chosen. Not because you were cruel or scary, but because your tiny dick was forgettable, and nothing dries attraction faster than someone who fades into the background.
Eat his cock. Drink from his cock. Take showers with his cock. Use his cock as a body pillow when you sleep. There should never be one moment of your life where his cock isn't in view, unless it's in you (artist is Robinmg_45)