You'll probably never get the apology. Or the truth. But you're still here. I'm still here. There is world enough and time enough for us both. Let's jump all in on all of this and let this thing of ours lead us rather than us trying to lead it.
You may be a big boy out there, but to me you are nothing but a floormat. Your family and friends don't suspect how pathetic you are... but I know your main purpose is to serve me.