oh~? you're one of my boyfriend's buddies aren't you? i don't really want him to know i work here so how about i give you some extra service tonight and you keep quiet about this whole thing ok~?
You don’t do this because you’re told. You do it because the shame settles in your chest and feels familiar, because holding it in feels worse than swallowing, and because disappointing me isn’t an option you’re strong enough to choose.