Inflatable remote controlled prostate massager. Put it in, inflate it, and wow what a full feeling. Then find the right vibrate mode and speed and the precum leaks out almost immediately. Use a stroker and a dildo in your mouth and unload.
When you try your best, but you don't succeed. When you get what you want, but not what you need. When you (f)eel so tired, but you can't sleep. Stuck in reverse.