21F 176lbs 5'3". Gained 45lbs and can't get used to my new body. I hate the shape of my breasts, thick calves, armpit fat...I don't think my boyfriend finds me attractive and I don't blame him. I try so hard but I can't love my body.
The benefits of running aren't just improved cardiovascular efficiency and reduced stress levels, you know (ok, the dramatic lighting of my bathroom also helps a bit)