51, What makes a usually dominant and muscular guy get excited about showing his small cock and following orders like wearing his wife’s panties? Not sure but seems hung dominant men have this effect on me. Made my cock hard just typing this.
You're not going to see some psychologist. You're not going to do anything about this. It doesn't matter how many abandoned opportunities, how many failed relationships. Sitting there with your hand on your cock, out, gone and lost for me,