It's been 4 months since you locked yourself up and lost the keys to your cage. At first you could resist not cuming, but by month two you got desperate, by month 4 however, you were a regular at the local love hotel and you were well known.
smoking is bad...a coping mechanism.. and addictive...dirty n smelly...it's a deeply embedded characteristic. everything is art if you see it's beauty...even a simple ciggarret.