I think you have to stop trying. Betas are always denied. You just have to accept it already, then you will understand yourself much better. Thank me for helping you find your true lifestyle.
I still post almost daily! I’m just posting to my profile rather than my sub. I’ve been on Reddit a while and it used to be subs were required to show all my stuff together but now there’s the profile option which honestly is just easier lol. I did