Being opened like this and revealed by the light is, for me, an extremely dehumanizing and objectifying act. I want to be opened up to the point where you can see right through me; so open and hollow that light passes through one end of me to the other,
(F,5’8) Cant sleep. I really need to get better bedtime hygiene. I noticed whenever I am coming out of a long depression it is hard for me to fall asleep. I feel anxious that the feeling will go away and I’ll wake up tomorrow and be sad again. Idk if